Big Fashion and Self-Esteem
I am not a small girl. I'm about 6 feet tall, and my scale tells me I'm 188.4 pounds today. I've been 200 in the past for sure. I try and love my body, but there are days where I look in the mirror and feel like I'm just too big to look nice. I don't let those feelings beat me, and it's important that no matter what you look like you try and radiate some confidence too! That's the secret to true beauty, in my opinion! Still, easier said than done sometimes, right? I sometimes am not proud of my shoulder span and the way my traps and delts bulge over the back of dresses, or through dresses, for that matter. It always feels like I take up a lot of space, and that I'm always buying clothes too small. I have a larger chest, and when I gain weight it tends to fill out an hourglass shape. (That's not to say my belly is completely spared, though!) My butt is pretty wide and round, and my arms have a lot of volume to them. I know being curvy is popular th...